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Monday, June 23, 2014
It just seems like I have been posting quite a lot these two weeks. Maybe i just have too much things to rant about. Just this morning, I was pissed by someone. It always seems like there's just someone out there who do not wants me to start my morning right. Things were suppose to be done today, you asked me yesterday night regarding my 3G problem and did not mention a freaking word about due assignment. This morning you send me text, "We all don't have, so now how?" Come on, seriously, you are asking me how, do i have the genie look? It just seems like the entire project i am the only one that is involved. First PPRC, i took the draft home and in the end, it turn out to be my piece of work. Handled everything from objectives to sypnosis to timeline to milestones, what i ask for the three of you is just to write a scope for me and what i got back was three sentences for scope. Three people to ponder and think and the results are three sentences of scope. I was really mad at that moment, but after i calmed down, i thought, perhaps that's like the essence? Quantity does not equals to quality, so it's alright to give only three sentences cause that's the summary of the important points or meaning we wish to deliver. Then next comes the recent incident, we were asked to produce milestones, in microsoft project form. We need to show it to our LO during our meeting. The previous night, this topic went viral in our WhatsApp chatgroup. In the end, D says she is gonna do it. The next morning, i went to work and started to think that maybe i should help out a lil as the work assign to me on that day wasn't alot cause my colleague knew i was going back to school in the afternoon. So i called her and asked her to either send me a picture of what she have done or email me the softcopy of it if she did it in word. So what i got back, again, shocked the hell out of me. What i got back in return was, this handdrawn chart with only 4 lines. When i say 4 lines, it is only under the category called "Task Name" and each lines does not consist of more than 10 words. Seriously, what is this. In the end i did it on word and created a table. I did the milestones within 20 minutes, and i got a list of them. Well, although i couldn't be sure are those all considered milestones, but come on. Knowing that you are going to hand in that piece of work but yet you still choose to draw a freaky table and up till 11.45AM what you have in your table are only 4 lines with less than 30 words. (BTW our meeting is at 2.30PM) If you do not want to do it, or you know that you won't put in effort to do then please don't do it. I am cool with all of them, i think that there are just fun people to be with. But it just sucks when you do work last minute and all the work produced are just low quality of work. And what's worse, becoming so pro when meeting. It just seems that all of them only knows how to talk, and that's their ultimate strength. But when it comes to work, no software, silent, don't know, need pictures, go missing. Like seriously, if you know you are going to do this piece of work, then why in the first place hand the draft to me? and when deadline is up, you start to ask me for pictures. Ya, like that freaky three sentences of scope, passed pictures to all, give ya two days (or isit three) days to think, results? two sentences of scope. While you guys are pondering over that oh-so-difficult scope, i completed objectives and sypnosis. 6 points of sypnosis which adds up to more than 50 words and 3 freaking paragraphs of sypnosis which i started from scratch. There were still a draft of scope (one sentence). I am starting to get really pissed and disappointed with this group. I really have no idea how are we going to complete our project and get a good grade for this. Honestly, i really like you guys, I like the way you guys joke around and the laughter that you guys brought to our group. 当然还有你们爽朗的性格. But for group work wise, i really do hope that you guys could understand where i am coming from and also realise that there is not much time left. We cannot continuously do work at the last minute and burn the midnight oil, cause if that continues on, the people that are eventually going to get burnt will be us.
A little more persistence, a little more effort, and what seemed hopeless failure may turn to glorious success. - Elbert Hubbard
Friday, June 20, 2014 This week has been an enjoyable week, Jo isn't around ,she went on a vacation for one week. So it has been kinda of slacking this week? well, only for attendence wise. HAHA. Starting to reach here later and leaving here earlier. I do not know isit just me feeling the stress? Or is there even stress? I tend to work better with Jo around? Maybe because she just have that "aura" surrounding her... HAHAHAHAHHA ^^ The aura that is so terrifying that it puts invisible stress on people. But well, she will be back in the office next week, so welcome her back! :) Well, like i mentioned earlier, this week was a pretty cool week except for yesterday. Dispatch (urgh i hate them) releases photos of Taeyeon and Baekhyun (Baekyeon couple) and revealed that these two were actually dating. It was said that their relationship started at late Feburary so they have been dating for about four months now. Well, I feel happy for Taeyeon cause she found someone that she loves. I do not hold any grudge for Baekhyun, i think he is really cute and he is just so OMG-ly good-looking during "Overdose" promotion, all his live performances just rocks. I see alot of Baekyeon fanvids going viral on youtube, and this is also one of the HOT pairing among exo-generation pairing. But a pairing become real is just.... Instead of saying i am unhappy, it's more on a worried side. Some exotics are really classic saesang fans, let me rephrase that, exo has quite a number of saesang fans. Seeing those comments on Taeyeon instagram post, seeing those comments that says she is old, it just breaks my heart. What did she do to deserve all those, she just merely found someone that she loves and now their relationship is now exposed and known to the public. She apologized to SONES, saying that we must have feel hurt and disappointed. Actually, Taeyeon you know what. We are not upset at the fact that you are attached and you hid the truth from us. We are just upset and worried about the choice that you made. Once again, I am totally cool with Baekhyun, i think he is a really cute guy but he is just not for Taeyeon. Well, at least in my eyes, he aren't. After the news were released, taeyeon seems to be the one that everyone targets, all nasty comments are all directed to her. I feel sorry for her. So now, where's Baekhyun? Maybe he is not suitable to come out right now because of his drinking photo leaked yesterday. I understand that, it just that seeing Taeyeon handling all these alone just breaks my heart. She is vulnerable, I know her 8 sisters are by her side, Tiffany is definitely by her side, i know that. So please, let everything stop and get back to where they were. Taeyeon, please be strong. This sentence might seem old, but Taeyeon, as a fan of yours, if you are happy with the people you are with now, then i am satisfied as well. 祝你幸福，SONE;TAEGANGSTER.
We accept the love we think we deserve.
Friday, June 13, 2014 I can pretty much assure that this is a really long time ever since i have posted something, if anyone is still following my blog, well, i thank you for your loyalty. It just seemed that time flies, it just seemed like yesterday when Xinya received a stalk of rose, seemed like yesterday when i was just texting with him, when i first typed and sent "muacks" to a guy, when i received my first fully hand-drawn birthday card from a guy, when i receive my first hat as a birthday gift... well, even though things are no longer the same and people don't mix around with one another like we used to anymore, but there are still wonderful memories. I was feeling regretful that i shouldn't say such hurtful stuff to him that year, that time. I met with my friend yesterday and we had quite a talk yesterday about relationships. Well, our topic always relvoves around relationships. ;) We talked and I got reminded of that time. She told me, it was really hurtful, no matter what i have said, i really shouldn't say that. I regretted, but there is nothing for me to do to salvage the situation, plus this happened years ago. What to be blamed would be for my young age that I didnt know how to phrase my words. My ignorance and rashness caused all to happen, I am sorry. If you reading this post right now, which i think it's impossible, I apologise for the hurtful words that i have said that time. I wish you all the best for your future and i hope one day if we happen to meet on the street, we are still in a relationship where we could wave and say hi. Thank you for everything, Roman.
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