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Monday, March 31, 2008
Sry tat i yesterdae i din post any post cos yesterdae i 2 tired liao...sry...Todae i saw her...She din even talk 2 mii....Of cos i din bother her...Todae hw quite a lot...But i manage 2 finish it on time just right on 6 pm or smt around there...So i saw on my c-box tat...Roman is goin 2 make a new blogg...Hope tat he can quickly finish it n let mii link him...Roman faster finish plz....^^ Sunday, March 30, 2008 Todae i hav a feelin tat makes mii feel sad...Suddenly when i woke up i realised tat wat passerby says is true...i dun really understand her tat much...i realised tat i didn really try 2 close up the gap between mii n her...Mayb at first i shouldn b frenz wif her...so then both mii n her won suffer sooo much...i really dun no how 2 face her on Mon...i tink our friendship will nv last...cos i m just there makin up all kind of excuses 2 comfort n tell myself tat i hav done it... so its not my fault... I m truely sry 2 all...especially passerby n banana...sry...passerby tat i make up excuses 2 comfort myself n thank 4 askin mii ques tat wake mii up...N banana sry...just giv mii some time consider our friendship....sry... Saturday, March 29, 2008 Todae i wake up...@ about 5.30...cos i hav 2 go 2 Choa Chu Kang there 2 pay aspects/respects??? 4 my grandma n grandpa...although it is quite early in the mornin but it was quite excitin n fun cos almost all my family members gt go lo...last few yrs only gt my pa n ma n my aunt go nia the rest nv go until last yr then gt some go together wif us lo...we saw lots of millipedes there...bein mischevious, both my cousins n mii use our foot to touch them...it was soo fun...the little tin just make itself become a "shell"...it was hard my cousin told mii he went 2 carry it...it was sooo nice the scene....Nature is really very very beautiful.... Friday, March 28, 2008 I m so tired todae...my form teach mr lim lor...he ask mii 2 b the CNB rap...smt like tat la...then i din write one column then he caled mi 2 hand inj by todae...i was sooo angry n tired...at first i thought tat i can go back home early todae...who nos i can't...sooo angry...so tired lo....tomo still need 2 go 2 the Chua Chu Kang there 2 pay aspect 2 my grandma n grandpa...tat is my fav dae of the whole yr...it is also way above my birthdae....^^ so excited now.... Thursday, March 27, 2008 Todae i went 4 higher chinese instead of my fav SYF...i was sooo sad...N also todae...i found out tat the 'distance' between mii n vanessa is gettin furthur n furthur...wat she wans is not wat i wan...like eg she wan pp 2 b her gan...but i dun like 2 b pp gan cos i scared i will neglect other frenz...n....n most of the tins mii n her thoughts will different...N todae she seems sooo cold/...i wonder if i can keep tis friendship goin on........ Wednesday, March 26, 2008 todae i was soo tired after a whole dae of work...first was the Literature lesson...i was soo tired n furious after Lit lesson...cause my group members n i didn really tink of very gd ideas...so i was soo troubled tat how could i improve my script...n also we were so suay tat we r just right after xinya n vanessa's group...n also almost every1 in our class no tat both tis two pp hav the potential 2 b a comedy actor when they grow up...n also most of the group's play is 2 present a comedy...of course my group isn n exception...so i was soo afraid tat i wun b able to pass just bcause of xinya n vanessa's group...i m so troubled now... Tuesday, March 25, 2008 i wanna change blogskin liao feel tat tis blog skin is a bit childish...dun no la just feel like changin... Sry todae's post write so short....cause i really nothin 2 write leh...how?Sry...k...c u guys tomo... bb :) Monday, March 24, 2008 Of course after wat has happen yesterdae...i feel tat i shouldn b so sad just bcause of a guy...i shouldn b ...so i decided to start life anew...i planned my life accordinly...i decided to work outside at around sec 2 or sec 3...to earn $$$....n then i will b able to save my first $1000...cool!!! just hope tat nth will happen along the way... Sayin again to my beloved ones: B brave to face the future...jyjy...mayb ur lov will not get tat boii (includin boiix) home but others could... :) Sunday, March 23, 2008 todae havin a quite gd dae todae...met a audi male character...n we play audi couple dance...quite fun la...tat make mii forget about tat tin...i really apologise for my "behaviour" 4 the past 2 days... i was too emo...mayb tat cause my 2 friends or more also become emo liao....really sry...i didn write a very gd post tat few days...but anyway todae is a very gd n romance day...decided to giv tat guy completely up...without any regrets liao...n also not 2 tink of him anymore...really...sry boii...go n pursue ur very own lov...dun hesitate...// Saturday, March 22, 2008 Todae is quite a sad dae 4 mii...i still cannot giv tat person up...i feel so stressed...n not even my frenz understand mii...My best frenz said i m emo-in but I M NOT!!!!i m just very sad tat even my best best friend dun even understand mii...i just feel tat now i m all alone in my very own world tat none of my frenz is able to reach mii.... not even mei hui.... Friday, March 21, 2008 My lover has just indirectly rejected mii....without him knowin tat i like him...i feel so sad...i really like him a lot,....i once tink of tellin him everytin but....just as i was about to tell him...he told mii smt tat made mii feel not to snatch tis gd guy away from my best friend...my best friend knowin tat tis gd guy likin her still encourage mii to tell him my feelins...so just like i said in my c-box... it was really very painful to giv u up...but i must still giv u up...like i say the song "i gotta go my own way" really suits mii a lot..."i wan to leave but i miss u"...sry my lover...hope two of u could hav a romantic relationship... From todae onwards,My love will not get u home...hers will.... Todae is gd fridae...YiWen sms mii in the early mornin... She sms mii about at 9am or smt around tat time...i din reply her...cause i really dun no how to reject her...i m scared tat if i reject her...i will lose another friend...i m buddist...my mum n dad dun really like christians tat much n also the buffet is held at night...they dun let mii go out at night...even if they let they will ask mii where i go or even they will folow mii...if they found out tat i told a lie... they will kill mii...i really dun no how to reject her....really dun no.... Thursday, March 20, 2008 finally i was able 2 watch my TV shows tonight...Bacause tomo is gd fridae...All christians i tink la must go church or smt like tat...dun no i m not a christian...todae, YiWen went 2 my table 2 invite mii 2 go 2 hav dinner dun no at where...??? i tink tat she is so...wat...she can "travel" from one place 2 another just 2 ask them whether they wan go or not despite a lot of pp rejected her... she is so...nvm her...talk about my friend germaine...i go her blog n saw tat she said no1 bothered her she feel sad...m i a person she said no1 bother her so she means i m a ghost...?!OMG...no1 bothereed u u can't just write in ur blog say it out 2 ur frenz n tell them wats ur prob tat let them dun feel like mixin wif u ...ASK!!! but after knowin the ans u shouldn b unhappy...mi n vanessa n xinya made a pact 2 b like tis 2...ss Tuesday, March 18, 2008 After a long day at sch, i was able to play audi wif my frenz who has rejected mii a few times bfore...of course todae at sch i didn really pay attention 2 wat the teach say...just sleepin throughout the whole dae...but overall it was quite borin la cause got history n geography...sry todae post was quite short but i m really not free cause playin audi... hehe forgiv mii... k c ya tomo... sure post tomo...promise... bb :) Monday, March 17, 2008 Sry tat i hav not been updatin my blog recently bcause most of my friends or should i say my classmates know tat although each sub is given 1 hw but tat 1 piece of hw contains lots of pages... n also i went to malaysia on sundae...or else u can c my post on sundae liao...but anyway my cbox got some1 called passer-by... he said tat i didn update my blog so its rotting... i accept others comments like my url is "tanfamilymatters.blogspot.com" but my posts r all about mii...tis is the truth...i can accept...cause even mi myself wanted 2 change the url but all no tat it can't b done... but the "passer-by" says tat my blog is rotting...so strongly suggest him 2 c his own blog bfore he critize other pp...n also find out the person who i ask him 2 find...a person who updates his/her blog everydae without fail...if not i suggest him 2 c a doctor or go woodbridge...stay there dun come out... Saturday, March 8, 2008 Feelin so stress todae...yesterday tryin to do my hw... but its too difficult... askin my frenz...Forget about it.. all is like copyin their ans from their frenz...askin my dad n mum they dun even no wat is algebra...//dun no how to slove my prob...so sad n stressful... stress n worry about how can i finish my 12 pg of sci, 48ques of maths and 1 compo of eng...in just A WEEK "S TIME????!!!! Thursday, March 6, 2008 Sry...not posting a post 4 such a long time... todae i got my result slip... my sci n home econ. was about to fail... it is aroud 59 to about 65... but nvm ay least my geo , history, lit n all the rest of my subjects did quite well la...Of course i change the song in my blog cause tis song really influence mii a lot... really.... yesterdae din post post although i m online.... sooo sry.... yesterdae hav maths n lit paper.... lit paper 2 mii is damn diff lo.... mayb is bcos i din studi.... cos i dun hav time... i was sick on wed n thurs... tis 2 daes i was damn drowsy... n also i did not hav energy 2 do other tins... except 4 sleep n eat sleep n eat... tis 2 tins.... i did it again n again... lke a pig... haha... :)... although i din reali studi lit... but i remember some of the prose poems plae... onli some parts lo... but still i tink my lit will fail... sooo sad... :(.... Yesterdae i din post anytin although i m online.... sooo sry...on wed sick.... sick wif fever flu n cough.... i was sooo terrible...my temp was about 38.2 degrees celsius....sooo hot... of course my everydae activity was 2 eat sleep eat sleep again n again...lke a pig... hahax :)... actually from mon 2 wed... wad mii n my classmates do in class is almost the same everydae... cos the cher in tis week hav nth 2 teach liao... sooo they will ask us 2 studi on our own.... in ms krishnan lesson all will take out their bks n pretend 2 studi lo... but mostly all is juz anyhow flip pgs.... some even sleep.... :).... but in other lesson lke music lesson... tis mon we dun hav music lesson... sooo we all went back class... there is a cher there... she tell us 2 revise on our own... but on1 seems 2 b studyin... all my frenz all change places n seats... causes our class hav small groups around.... yesterdae juz finish my maths n lit paper.... the lit paper was damn diff.... mayb its bcos i din studi sooo i say diff..... cos i was sick on wed thurs.... n thurs is labour dae... we r sooo lucky tat we had a dae b4 our exams 4 us 2 studi... but cos i m sick... sooo i din hav time 2 even read my bks....i was lke blur... or should i say my mind was blank when i saw the ques given in the lit exam paper.... although our class lit cher mr lee explain all the poems prose plae b4... but mayb is bcos too long nv read those tins again sooo forget.... not totally forget la... still hav some in my head.... i remember it not veri clearly la.... soo i tink my lit will fail.... dunno how mr lee will kill mii.... :) jkjk.... haha... :) Yesterdae i din post anytin although i m online.... sooo sry...on wed sick.... sick wif fever flu n cough.... i was sooo terrible...my temp was about 38.2 degrees celsius....sooo hot... of course my everydae activity was 2 eat sleep eat sleep again n again...lke a pig... hahax :)... actually from mon 2 wed... wad mii n my classmates do in class is almost the same everydae... cos the cher in tis week hav nth 2 teach liao... sooo they will ask us 2 studi on our own.... in ms krishnan lesson all will take out their bks n pretend 2 studi lo... but mostly all is juz anyhow flip pgs.... some even sleep.... :).... but in other lesson lke music lesson... tis mon we dun hav music lesson... sooo we all went back class... there is a cher there... she tell us 2 revise on our own... but on1 seems 2 b studyin... all my frenz all change places n seats... causes our class hav small groups around.... yesterdae juz finish my maths n lit paper.... the lit paper was damn diff.... mayb its bcos i din studi sooo i say diff..... cos i was sick on wed thurs.... n thurs is labour dae... we r sooo lucky tat we had a dae b4 our exams 4 us 2 studi... but cos i m sick... sooo i din hav time 2 even read my bks....i was lke blur... or should i say my mind was blank when i saw the ques given in the lit exam paper.... although our class lit cher mr lee explain all the poems prose plae b4... but mayb is bcos too long nv read those tins again sooo forget.... not totally forget la... still hav some in my head.... i remember it not veri clearly la.... soo i tink my lit will fail.... dunno how mr lee will kill mii.... :) jkjk.... haha... :) Wednesday, March 5, 2008 Yesterdae din post anytin although i was online... soooo sry.... :) i was sick on wed.... fever flu n cough.... then i go c doctor lo.... now feelin much better liao.... ^^ yesterdae gt maths n lit paper... maths ques i noe how 2 do la... but lit... 2 mii its damn diff... mayb its bcos i din studi.... cos on wed n thurs.... i was reali sick.... my whole bodi was lke veri heavy.... i hav no energy 2 move myself... neither do i hav the mood nor the energy 2 memorise the lit tb... sooo the lit poems prose plaes i onli remember some nia... sooo i tink my lit will fail... sooo sad.... :(.... Sunday, March 2, 2008 I really dun no wat Xinya n vanessa are doin... or in other words Xinya only... i cannot understand them... like just now Xinya ask mii the Maths wats the ans. ... The ans is obviously in the Maths textbook last page... n Mr wong ask us not to copy but she ask mii to give her the ans. ... she didn even bring her maths textbook home when she no tat she definetely don understand some ques...although sometimes i will copy from some of my friends but i did not copy 4 like i play com. games till i nv do... some is i really forget liao cause some of my teachers when give us the hw she is about to leave liao so every1 in the class will b very noisy so i can't hear wat the teach is sayin, then some is i really dun no liao i ask all my friends but they all say dun no... some nv pick up the phone... i really cannot stand Xinya... bcause of playin com. games she can dun bother her hw n copy others work ... i really dun no how she is able to do it.... |
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