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Monday, August 30, 2010
today's post are gonna be all in chinese, sorry. 今天，一切都过得很顺利，一回到家便受到了一个坏消息。我爸爸的朋友去世了。我，在那一刻，傻住了。他死了？每次，看到他，我都会叫他叔叔。还记得，每一次他都会来我的家，和我的爸爸一起聊天，不然我爸爸就会到他的家去下棋。有时候还会在爸爸就会带着我和妈妈，和几位妈妈的朋友去他的家做做客，唱一唱福建歌，因为他有很棒的影响系统。那都是我很小的时候的事了。但是有一年，我开始对他感到反感了。他酗酒，抽烟，常常都会看到红红的血丝在他的眼里穿梭。那一个晚上，我和爸妈还有叔叔在咖啡店吃晚餐，我叫了西餐。他当时已经喝了很多酒，我并不知道。然后，妈妈就问我她可不可以吃我的面包，因为咖啡店的西餐都会有包含一个烤面包。我就说不可以，便请她吃我的薯条，因为我平时吃西餐，最爱吃的就是那个烤面包了。不料，这一幕被叔叔看到了，他便向我发酒疯，骂我，说我不孝，说我怎么能让妈妈吃薯条，不让她吃我的面包。我吓呆了，我哭了，他便越骂越凶，妈妈决定带我到麦当劳的厕所洗脸，想不到叔叔也想要追上来骂，但是被我的爸爸阻止了。回到了家，我便向爸爸抱怨，说我以后也不会跟他的那个猪朋狗友有任何瓜葛。爸爸生气了，他不但没有安慰我，却骂我，似乎是他的那个朋友比我还要重要，似乎我是真的犯下了滔天大罪，叔叔骂我是应该的。我真的好气，从那天起，我看到他，也只会冷冷地叫他一声叔叔，不会微笑，也不会让他感觉到我很欢迎他。我一直都认为，我的家教很好，我很有礼貌。如果我真的犯下了什么错，即使我犯下了滔天大罪，也轮不到他来责骂我，轮不到他来纠正我的错误。一年有一年过去了，我跟叔叔也很少见面了。几乎也没有看到他了。今天的这个消息，我真的看到很惊讶。妈妈告诉我时，那一刹那，我感觉到，原来自己根本都不恨他了，只是一直是我自己的内心在作怪，自己一直对以往的事耿耿于怀，不肯放下。妈妈说完后，我便要去冲凉了，我不知道妈妈，但是我知道我自己一直都在强颜欢笑。进了厕所，眼泪不禁流了出来。我现在好想叔叔，真的。就算有一天我忘了你的容颜，但是至少我会记得，有一年，有一位叔叔对我很凶，我吓到哭了，但是这却使我永远都会记住他。我也会告诉我未来的孩子，我有一个这样的叔叔，虽然他把我吓哭了，但是这位叔叔让我永生难忘。叔叔您一定要走好，您应该会见到奶奶吧？祝；一切顺利，一路走好。 我爱你。 永远会惦记你的； 炜婷 Wednesday, August 18, 2010 135 days, and i am counting. the day where everything starts anew. Just had SS common test today, it went quite well, at least i am able to write 4 paragraphs? but i haven really finish the conclusion i only mention about i agree the citizenship right to a large extent and why, i did not mention about the other factors. Aw. In the month of August, got quite a number of ppl's birthday, like Roman, mine, Faridah and....... some of my classmates? and the fabulous YOG too, the opening ceremony which i didn get to watch. Life is getting more and more boring, didn have chinese lesson today therefore unable to know my marks for chinese, but i guess, no hope liao. heard from LIM PUSHENG that Hin Nge got 49 marks, congrats! i got quite a number of mistakes in the paper, was quite upset, hai. nvm, ups and downs cant be prevented :D after common test we had chem, mrs chng started revising with us, the moles thingy, and next period was the test set by Mr Tan YH, which was damn hard, MCQ already killed me, luckily the problem sums arent that hard, it is still managable, but the MCQ i was just anyhow writing the answer, was like guessing, "erm... ABCD,... er A!" then next was B. probably the next one is C. :) the period before recess was english, we were like "reading" readers digest, "reading" as in the fact that taking up the book and not reading, ok. probably only some of us have the book, the rest dont have. recess~ after recess was SS, Mr Quay came in and ask us to hand in our poem, then we started doing questions, ISE, ISE, ISE! ah, then was Maths, another test was up, about the circle properties, was kinda of hard, you need very good eyesight. i answered all the questions successfully, but dont know if the answer was correct :P LUNCH, then Maths again, although we were suppose to do maths ws, but me and Amanda started playing, erm, what is that game called,,.......... i forget, but its quite fun, hahaha. My score in the end was higher than Amanda, i defeated her! hahahahahaha :P was inform that there wasn art club today, but later someone tell me there is, but hai, laziness kills me. bye. Monday, August 9, 2010 HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAY SINGAPORE!~
then everyone started singing birthday song, i am like so touched. i didn;t really expect that they would like planned a surprise birthday party for me, i was like shocked, super shocked, i forgot to bring camera, then never take picture,. Miss Teng has seriously very good acting skills, we ate the cake and starting chatting. chatting about some fabulous expriences each of us have, hahahah. i can't forget the baby yam seng joke we talked about, ahhaahha. :D i think that day, the neighbour should be quite fed-up with us cause our voice was actually very loud, we laughed, we talked and spam the table. We have the "TA" and the "SA" when we playing Monopoly Deal, teachers' association and the students' association. The TA are so evil, like to steal my money as they know there is this " no change" rule, ahhhh~ i miss my 10M............... Xinya stole it. :( badd. hehe. still have only one day more to waste, haven do my hw, haven study for CT. hai. bye. Thursday, August 5, 2010 对不起，我没有那么伟大。 You can see that line of chinese words like in my private message in msn, in facebook and also now in my blog. A very long time since i logged on to sina already,maybe will go later. A lot of things happened recently, maybe really a lot but a few? Not really happy ones, except that i passed my 2.4 today! OMG, like finally, i passed with 17 mins and i dunno how many secs. I would want to thank Mandy and co. which encouraged me along the way when i was running. LOVE YOU GUYS! ....................Some people are just retarded. People with brains and high education, never come out right from their thinking, sometimes i would just infer that probably what is in their brains maybe only shit, plain shit. AH! so fed-up. Tomorrow there is NDP celebration in our school, Need to wear red shirt, with school skirt. dun really want to go to school, Weiling wanna me to comapny her to tampines, buy some teachers' day present, maybe i agree, so i can buy Amanda's present. ( her birthday pass liao, hehe, still haven buy present yet, :P) HAI, a lot of people birthday recently, got Roman la, Amanda, my nephew in M'sia and recent one, Chris~I don't think August is a memorable month for me even though my birthday is round the corner. Lots of unhappy events all pop out in this month, like WTF. ah, she just cant understand me, doesn't she? Freak her. Starting to hate her more and more, She is just inconsiderate, WTF. :( |
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