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Saturday, September 25, 2010
i didn know whether or not i did the correct thing. the consequences i have pay later.... its gonna happen tomorrow. and i am very scared. i feel remorseful. i shouldn have took out that thing, i dunno what to do tomorrow. i am scared that she might scold me and never talk to me anymore. i dont know whether the choice i made yesterday night was it a right one or a wrong one. I dunno how to face her already. I saw her yesterday night and i have to pretend that nothing has happen, but obviously, tomo she gonna encounter those reprimands. i feel terrible now. i need comfort. tomorrow, the devil is reaching. i have to deal with it, because i was the one who attract the devil. I have to solve it. when i dun have the strength and ability. what should i do. Should i go? or not? i am trying to figure out and make my choice. My choice doesn matter, but my presence affect the situation very much..... i am regreting..... Regretting the fact that i am a nosey-parker. i blame myself for that. Wednesday, September 22, 2010 back to blogging. :) just had oral, it sucks. It was this teacher named Mr Muhd who is my examiner. Register 10 to 22 from class thhhhrrreee-eeee-thhhrrreeee. So Mandy was the second one, so she went off kinda of early, so me, jiali, rachelle started discussing about the question given and some concept on how to deal with problems during the oral. So we came across this concept that, you should shut the examiner up, shut him with your sentences! dont let him speak. his ending sentences should only be "anything else?" "ok, you may go." i totally failed. Mr Muhd keep dumping me with questions to keep my mind occupied, keep forcing to think of answers to shut him up. i seemed not to get his question, like when he ask me, i would be on the topic just for a second, then later i would talk other things which seems to him that i going the wrong trail. so there are just some moments whereby it is getting real awkward. Oral just sucks. today we also had Chem CT. Disappointed~ i forgot the letters for ammonnium gas, so i lost about 2 to 4 makrs there? some i cant balance cause my equation went totally wrong. 5 more days and i have to keep my com away from me, i am BANNED> ah, its always like that. back tomorrow~ i find it very hard to deal with relationship. i dun really know how to deal with her/him. i dunno how to open my mouth and say, she/he hates you, go away, stop disturbing us? or should i rephrase into a better sentence,? i dunno. i cant say no to her/him. i was being told, she/he is very very sensitive, or should i say her/his heart is made of glass. one single hit and its broken. but she/he doesn know that sometimes, she has to change, her/his personality is not that everyone can tolerate. not that i am praising myself. She/He doesn know how to stop. She/He doesn know the line. She/He will just continue on and on and on..... Even if people get irritated, she/he will just continue to do the same thing. Its irritating, dont she/he know? i dunno how to tell her/him. Sometimes she/he can be a very wonderful fren, but sometimes when jokes are made, irritation occurs. that whens you will feel like you wont want to see her/his face everyday. i dunno how. 我不想要理解你的困难 我不要历史重现 你，自律一点好吗？ 我很辛苦 你不知道，因为没有人跟你说， 不， 我应该说，根本没有人舍得去理你。 请你反省，所有的东西，希望你点到为止。 Monday, September 6, 2010 erm, posting again,. my com was spoiled,. nothing came out from my moniter the previous time i on my com so in the end because of today's elearning, my parents was FORCED to buy me a laptop(which they think it would be cheaper.) i was quite elated to get this laptop, i also got a lot of freebies which come together with it, like microsoft office 2010, erm, windows 7? and some other accessories. but the bad thing is that, they only gave me microsoft word and excel, no ppt was inside, so i was thinking if there is any website which i can download, but probably not ba, cause it is a licenced program. this com de model is HP, which i didn think i would actually buy. i thought my ideal model was always acer. i was kinda of like a com idiot so i dont really know how good or how bad the functions are in this com. but like my mum always say, you can use it for your school work then can liao, you are not like some professionals which need really high tech com for graphics. ya, and my pa say that this would be the last com he would buy for me, in other words if suay suay this com broke down for some unknown reason (touch wood) means i would have to pay for the repair fee or the cost of a new com. OMG. just hoping that this com can last through many years like my previous did for 7 years. amazing huh? today just went to TM with xinya to meet 洪老师. i was late for like 30 mins because i heard the meeting time wrongly. Xinya say 2pm meet at interchange then 2.30 at tampines, but in the end i heard 2.30 then meet at interchange. so i was late and let 洪老师waited at the Mac at TM for about 15 mins or so? or maybe more. Sorry~ (when TXY called me,i was sleeping, so when i ans the phone, i was actually half asleep,half awake.) :D 洪老师 bought some 肉干 as gifts for the ppl in Taiwan. 4 pieces of 肉干causes like 18 bucks. WTF. she say it is,...... i dunno what isit called leh. erm, something like air-packed? is there such a word? so we went to century sq to search for her adapter, then to T1 to go to challenger. century sq's shops like duh have shops which sell adapter so we have to go challenger. we see like all sorts of adapters there, one which costs 39 bucks, it is for international use. like what we say there, international stuffs are usually always very expensive. :D after we finish buying, we sort of like "loiter"around. then later she says that she have to go home, thats where we parted with her at the interchange. i am gonna miss her, i am sure. half a year, but she coming back during the Jan period. hope to see her soon. Bon Voyage 洪老师。 再见，祝， 一路顺风 学业进步。 您是我最敬爱的老师！ |
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