Sunday, June 29, 2008

dunno wad to post todae leh... tomo muz wake up early go sch again... Hai... then muz wait till 5 daes then can on com again... my ma say i can onli plae com on weekends nia... although 1 dae has past... but i still feel veri sad tat SYF end liao...probably i tink i every post definitely will say SYF end i veri sad... definitely 1 lor... haha... lol... :) sry bloggers... i everytime write soo short post... damn sry...


Saturday, June 28, 2008

Todae wake up quite early... yesterdae 1 smt then sleep... still feel a bit sad tat SYF end liao... SYF end means no missin of lessons liao... :( Jkjk... overall... i reali had a gd time durin th practices... :) Yesterdae changed blogskin AGAIN...!!!! haha... lol... :) my ma help mii borrow 2 bks liao... but i haven read yet leh... dunno how 2 do th bk report... Hai... hope tat i can tink of a way to save myself... lets pray... haha... lol... ^^ Long time nv c meihui liao... dunno how she is now... i oso nv go c banana boifriend...xinya lover... n meihui qinaide... de blog liao... i long time nv blog liao... @ Sch changed seatin arrangment... @ Maths lesson still muz change... sooo ma fan... lol... :P



Below r th pics of th SYF thingy... we oso saw th sisters whic take part in dunno wad competition la... i no they veri famous nia...Anw i took pics of them... ^^ ENJOY!!! :)


























I LOVE SYF DAMN LOT....!!!!






Finally i m back... Sad tat onli week end then can on com... but anw... SYF openin ceremoni is todae... means todae everytin end liao... quite sad la... Although everytime being scolded by Mr Gerard but everytime after we get scolded... i hear alot of bad words comin out of ppl mouths... but @ th next practice... we were always b able 2 improve on wad our cher say on th last practice... Its quite special lor... i had a lot of fun durin tis whole practice... we hav oso some veri funni seniors jokin wif us...we oso hav teachers comin 2 support us...But i tink th most tirin 1 is th instructors n teachers... especially Mr Gerard n ms Jacqueline... cos sometimes we might b quite noisy so we cannot hear wad she say hence we din follow th instructions... then when @ Sing Indoor Stadium we hav rehearsal ma.. then bcos we din follow instruction n we was there talkin hence we r al not focus enough... Then Mr Gerard come n scold us... but th next dae... i realised tat he spent th whole night makin last minute changes... I reali wanna thank Ms Jacqueline n Mr Garard alot... n oso thanks al th seniors n teachers... 4 lettin mii hav such a great experience of takin part in such a great competition... I LOVE ALL THE PARTICIPANTS N THE TEACHERS N THE INSTRUCTORS 4EVA... !!!!!!!!!!


Monday, June 23, 2008

todae stay back 4 extra SYF trainin... tomo go SIS liao... sooo excited cos i nv go there b4... :) i wonder wad would it b lke... isit cold in there... something more fun is tat on Thurs... cos th next dae is SYF openin ceremony... we will stay there from 12 smt al th way to 6.30pm... around there la... sooo gd lor... btw i will not b postin everydae lke wad i do durin th holidaes... cos my ma forbid mii usin th com... except 4 weekends la... sooo my post might b 7 daes 1 post... or probably 3 to 4 daes 1 post... sooo bloggers... sry... hope u al can forgiv... :)


Friday, June 20, 2008

todae wake up @ 11 smt... then slack lor... meet xinya lover @ my house downstairs @ 1pm... walk there lor... cos th cher say muz wear a black shirt inside wad... then i wear th black shirt wif th orange short... i look damn funni... xinya lover wear a black shirt n PE shorts... then start th trainin liao lor... cher say todae gt mediacorp pp come shoot video... but i din c any camera or smt lke tat... cher tell lie... haha... lol... after trainin 4 about dunno 1 hr or smt... then cher say there is Campus Superstar comin... the Shawn... then after att th cher oso say there is a finale... he ask 4 88 ppl to take part... dunno y muz use tis no. banana boifriend n jiali n fengyi gt take part lor... i reali enjoy al th practices... although i attended not quite a lot... cos i attended th first few practices... n c al th participants learn from scratch learn till now... although we dance not tat beautiful la... but i c th fun part n th process... i reali had a lot of fun... but sadly th SYF wan end liao... cos next fri go SIS ( sing. indoor stadium) dance liao... after tat dance means th whole pratcie al ends liao... quite sad la... had been practicin together 4 3 months... then now th whole tin wan end liao... :(



Wednesday, June 18, 2008

This is my 99th post... about reach one hundred liao... haha... juz left 1 more nia... :) todae go 4 SYF... gt our costume on... th costume quite nice la... but too "bright"... lke a getai singer those kind of shiny shiny clothes... todae oso gt th bgss idol 2nd audition... i din go... my parents dun let mii go... n i oso dun wan go... hai... todae SYF dance not veri gd lor.. th song change sooo i cant reali count th beat... th dance steps oso i not veri clear... still a bit blur la... lol... hehe... :) 4 dunno wad reason my tagboard is always flooding... Rabzter can u stop flooding my tagboard...??? my tagboard is always flooding... lol.. :)


Tuesday, June 17, 2008

suddenly realised smt... tat was damn important 2 mii... luckily xinya was there to talked to mii last night... anyway i changed my blogskin... again... haha... xinya will definitely say smt in my tagboard about my blogskin 4 sure... holidae about to end liao... but i still haven finish al my hw yet... hai...


Saturday, June 14, 2008

Blogged... :) Sry... i hav no idea of wad 2 post... Sry,...


Friday, June 13, 2008

i apologise 4 not goin 2 th class gatherin yesterdae... i gt smt on yesterdae... sooo sry... anyway... todae gt SYF... Hai... muz do th gorilla steps again... y i cal it gorilla... cos th movements its sooo much lke a gorilla...i scared i cannot remember th steps leh... ltr th cher scold again... todae oso wan help us wif our measurements of th clothes... Th clothes we gonna wear to SYF opening ceromony... Al th rest of th participents al gt their clothes done liao... except 4 jiali n mii... hehe... :)


Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Sry 4 not postin yesterdae... Hai... reali dunno wad 2 post leh... everydae nth reali excitin happen... todae oso quite normal lor... todae is my aunt passed away 1 week liao... tomo goin 4 class gatherin... dunno whether meihui will go or not leh... my pa say if meihui nv go... i oso dun nid go liao... hope she goes... sooo tomo i will hav smt 2 write liao... hehe... :)

Anyway... changed blogskin again... haha... :)


Monday, June 9, 2008

我害怕... 害怕我將突然失去所有我朋友和他...

当我拒绝他时,我害怕他將受到傷害...

我不知道我应该做什麼...

他問我那問題时我應該拒绝他嗎?...

我非常害怕...

我不知道要怎樣告訴他我的感覺 ...

我害怕他不會諒解我...

我真的不知道什麼我應該做什麼我不應該做...

我想放弃所有一切...

誰能幫助我...??? :(




yesterdae went 2 look @ my blog... saw ruoting tagged my c-box... she wans mii ans some ques... last post ans liao... then i go tagged @ Sophia...Liting...Vanessa boifriend...Xinya lover...Sayen...Regin...Jiali...n Sheryl... sophia say she lazi,.... th rest i dunno.... i go check liao... mayb is they haven c wad i write on their c-box yet... but nvm... ltr muz go sch... cos gt th SYF trainin... veri idiot lor... my ma tell mr Tng,th TIC, tat i gt higher chinese... a lot of practice al crush on my higher chinese class... then he say i auto get kicked out... mr lim oso say i dun nid go liao... then now holidae still muz... they alreadi practice till 3/4 there liao... still left 1 portion haven learnt yet... then i muz learn from th start leh... then ltr go sch dunno muz do wad.... dun feel lke goin leh... but if dun go... ltr cher will cal mii out n stand in front of whole sch again... :(


Sunday, June 8, 2008

Answerin 2 ruoting's ques...

1. Do you like your present school?
~ k la... lke yuneng more... :)

2.What do you want the most now?
~Travel 2 other country n nv come back... hehe... :)

3.Who is the closest person to you in your school?
~No specifc person leh...

4.Do you hate your friends sometimes?
~honestly... YES!!!!

5.Are you afraid of death?
~50-50..sometimes yes...sometimes no...

6.What is your goal this year?
~Get veri gd marks...reach my target...

7.Do you believe in love at first sight?
~No...

8.Do you believe in eternity love?
~No...

9.Do you thing boyfriends are a necessity?
~YES!!!

10.What do you enjoy doing the most?
~Slepping... Tokin 2 him...

11.Have you done anything for your admirer?
~Admirer......No....

12.Do you like you CCA?
~I LOVE IT!

13.Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
~Of course....

14.Who would you probably spend the rest of your life with?
~High chance of mii spendin my life wif myself... :)

15.What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
~Studies...frenz....Him...

16.Do you find life meaningless?
~Definitely a NO...

17.What do you live for?
~My frenz...Him....

18.Who do you talk most to in school?
~Again... No specific person....

19.Who is/are the last person/people you talked to on msn?
~Rabani...Who had juz added mii on msn... :)

20.Whose birthdae do u wan 2 celebrate wif th most?
Meihui qinaide...

1.Sophia
2.Liting
3.Vanessa boifriend
4.Xinya lover
5.Sayen
6.Regin
7.Jiali
8.Sheryl

(*NOTE!!! : i din tagged 2 meihui n kelly cos ruoting alreadi informed them liao... *)

Instructions:remove one question from below and add in your personal question and tag 8 people in your list, list them out in the end of the post. Notify them in their chatbox that he/she has been tagged. whoever does the taf has a blessing from all. (lol.)



Happy Birthdae Victoria... :)
Sry... sooo late then say... hehe... :)


woke up @ 10 smt.. then go back sleep again... then woke up @ 11... cos i did mention tat my passed away aunt... her funeral onli last 4 3 daes... then todae my pa keep talkin about it... sayin tat it is not veri appropriate 2 put onli 4 3 daes... veri disturbin la he... forgot about wad he say... Tomo gt SYF... dun feel lke goin leh... cos i haven reali learn th steps yet... can dun go... ??? hai... Dunno wad 2 do la... :(


Saturday, June 7, 2008

Came back from malaysia liao... these 3 daes... i cried almost every dae... when we reach th funeral... juz dunno y... al of us... our tears rolled down our cheeks.... Al of my passed away aunts' daughters & sons... i can c tat they r al veri sad n depressed... they cant reali accept th truth... they wanna cry but they control their tears... anyway... i written a short... diary???.... everydae...

05/06/2008
07:27

I m @ th funeral now... I cried... My ma n aunts 2... I wanted 2 c my passed away aunt face... But my ma dun allow... i dunno y...But lucky they din let mii c her... cos i no myself... I would cry if i c her...I reali dunno how 2 control my tears 4 th next 2 deas... I reali dunno... :(

05/06/2008
06:24

I reali dunno wad 2 do... I m @ my relative's house... I suddenly juz feel lke cryin...

06/06/2008
06:53

2nd dae of th funeral...Now...We gonna recite some words n sentences about lettin th passed away person 2 b able 2 live well @ th other side of th world... We r wearin clothes of either white or blue... White represents al th son-in-law... son...daughter...daughter-in-law...blue represents al her grandsons n granddaughters... I m wearin th white 1... Bcos...formally my aunt's grandsons n daughters should cal mii aunt....which means they r my nephews...I m counted as th youngest person who is wearin white shirts... lol... :)... Would b back by Sun... Tomo goin buried my aunt liao...I bet every1 gonna b sad... I dun tink i can control myself 2... :(...

06/06/2008
00:22

Surprisingly...My nephew... She gt th show... central affairs 2 in channel 8... I was shocked...i din expect her 2 watch tis show... Th show was lv by mii my 2nd aunt my nephew... (addin in... : n oso not 2 forget Michelle yip's biggest fan...Xinya... haha...lol...)

49 daes of eatin vegeterian meal...i volunteer myself 2 do sooo... cos i no... tats th onli tin i could do 2 help her in any way i could...


Thursday, June 5, 2008

todae mornin when i woke up.... i found my pa n ma n aunt talkin about goin 2 malaysia... then i heard them sayin... my aunt in malaysia has passed away...i was lke damn shocked 2 hear th news... i...i... went in2 my rm n sat on my bed... there cryin... todae goin 2 malaysia... 2.30pm th car would come...todae mii my ma n my third n sceond aunt goin... tomo is my cousins goin... either sat or sun will b back...

I reali din expect tat al tis will happen... its lke sooo sudden...i tot tat todae xinya banana al come back from councilor camp... then we can chat on msn liao... then its lke they come back then i go malaysia... when my pa no tat my aunt in malaysia passed away... He...he... he din hav any reaction... i ask him y... cos my aunt gt cancer... i tink those of u who read my post a few weeks ago... i did mention tat my aunt has cancer... my pa say... my aunt passed away may b a gd tin... cos havin cancer... u muz hav injections...tons of medicine... n oso chemotherapy... she hav 2 endure al tis pain... tis is meant 2 b a torture 2 her... sooo my pa say... her death cause herslf 2 b free of those pain n torture... although she is not around wif us liao... but at least she is free... she is carefree in th other side of our world.... wif no pain no torture nth...

wad my pa say enlighten mii... sooo when i saw her in her cofin ltr on... i would say 2 her... " aunt... u r finally free of al pain n torture... do u feel hapi... b veri carefree in th other side of th world...k?... u will b always in my heart... always...."


Not gonna post for about 3-4 daes...
Sooo sry... cos i goin malaysia....


Wednesday, June 4, 2008

todae its th second dae of their councilor camp... tomo they r comin back... ahhh... sooo excited... but dunno y... i will react tis way when they r not around... i will feel lonely n sad... although i din reali chat wif them on phone on every weekend... but i will still feel tis kind of loneness... lol... i bcome sooo emo liao... haha... do finish some of my holidae hw... cos no printer... sooo ask 4 help... meihui says her printer no ink.... then juz right kenny sign in... so i go ask him c if he can help mii print... he sooo gd... haha... he say help mii print... haha... :) finally tomo they r comin back... 3 daes... 72 hrs... 4320 mins... 259200 sec... past sooo quickly.... :)


Tuesday, June 3, 2008

Todae woke up @ 11 smt... then no breakfast again... go find ins 2 eat lor.. then of course started plae com lor... nth write about todae leh... nth special happen... juz lke normal dae lke tat... onli tat xinya banana they al go councilor camp 4 3 daes... sad xia... now sooo lonely.... hai... :(


Monday, June 2, 2008

Todae woke up @ 11 smt... then wake up... prepare own breakfast... finish eatin... relax... then plae com lor... 4 3 hrs... my pa say from todae onwards onli let mii plae 3 hrs of com... then i go do my hw... th history 1... wa liao still muz do 2 bk reviews... sad xia... i dunno how do leh... hope i can copy n paste from others or on th internet... hehe... :) then juz now... when i was eatin my dinner i ask my pa can plae com again or not...then he dun agree ma... then i dun tlak 2 him lor... then after a while he say onli plae 4 1 hr... haha... my pa still lv mii th most... haha... :) i muz use time well... i wan go continue pale com games liao... post tomo... :)


Sunday, June 1, 2008

Some pics taken durin art club camp... :)


























































Instructions:
A) Ppl who have been tagged by me must write their answer on their blog and replace the answers dat they dislike with a new answer formulated by themselves.
B)Tag 8ppl to do dis quiz and the ppl who are tagged cannot refuse. These ppl must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue dis game by sending it to 8 other ppl..

START HERE

1. if ur lover betrayed u, what would ur reaction be?
I will bcome veri emo n depressed... i will hate him 4eva...

2. if u have a dream to come true, what would it be?
2 b wif him 4eva...

.3. whose butt would u like to kick?
No1's...

4.what would u do with a billion dollars?
Buy tins tat 1 i wan...

5. what is your ideal lover like?
....____ dunno leh... dun reali had tat "defination"

6.which is more blessed?loving someone or being loved by someone?
Bein loved by some1...

7. how long do u intend to wait for someone u really love?
if i reali love tat person lke hell... i will wait 4 him 4eva...

8. if the person u secretly love is already attached, what would u do?
depend on how deep i love him...

9. is there anything that has made u extremely happy?
Chattin wif him...

10. name a thing that constantly floats in and out of ur mind?
Him....

11. wat takes u down the fastest??
???

12. how would u see urself in 10yrs' time?
veri old liao...

13. wats on ur mind 5 hrs ago?
Him...

14. wat kind of person do u think the person who tagged u is?
Pretty :) Nice... kind... :)

15. would u rather be single and rich or married and poor?
dunno...

16. wats the first thing you do every morning?
Open my eyes

17. would u give ur all to a relationship?
Yes...

18. if u fall in love with 2 ppl simultaneously, who would you pick?
erm... not veri sure... :)

19. wat type of ppl do u hate?
dunno leh...

20. where did u go today?
Nowhere... i juz gt back from my camp... :)



Halo every1... i juz come back from my camp... now gonna ans kelly ques... ltr th next post i will post al th pics i taken in th camp... kelly here r al my ans...

This is the rule!Answer the questions below and taq 8 ppl in your list only to those who hav not done it. list them @ the end of the post then taqq 2 notify them....1 2 3 START!

1) If you have the chance to go out with a person u lyk or ur favourite celeb 4 the whole day, what will you do?
dunno leh... nv had tis experience b4... :)

.2) How do you feel now?
Quite relax... mayb cos i juz come back from camp... hehe... :)

3) If you can fulfil one wish, what would it be?
i wish 2 b wif him 4eva...

4) Who are you thankful to?
My beloved my frenz n my family

5) Important wishes for now?
NIL... haha... :)

6) If you can turn something into the past back, what would it be?
Nth... everytin seems gd 2 mii now...

7) What are your main priorities now?
Studies... him... frenz...

8) What makes you feel happy?
Talkin 2 him...

9)What do you wanna change in you?
Juz wanna b myself... :)

10) What song can represent your feelings now?
Tatoo...

11) What kind of person do you hate most?
Dunno leh...

12) Are there any thing you wish to confess now?
Nth....

13) What is the definition of your dream house?
Comfortable... looks nice n neat... ya... tats al...

14)Who will you go to if you are feeling low one day?
Meihui.. Kelly... Vanessa...Xinya...Sayen... {shuhui won b avaliable}

15) What you hope to acheieve?
Gd results...

16) What age do you wish to get married?
25 to 28

17)Who do you regret the most in your life?
No1...

18) Who made you angry for the past few days?
Nobody :)

19) Would you prefer to hang out with your boyfriend/girlfriend or friends?
Frenz... hehe... xd...

20) What school is the person you like in?
My sch... {bgss}

I gonna tag 2 Banana Xinya Sayen.... { i tink meihui do th test liao... }





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"You only live once.
But,
if you do it right,
once is enough..."



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Cinderella walked on broken glass,
Sleeping Beauty let a lifetime pass.
Belle fell in love with a hideous beast,
Jasmine chose a poor man.
And, Ariel spent her life on land.
It's all about the smiles and tears.

Love is all about facing your biggest fears.






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