A fresh start, a new beginning.

我承认我自己的脆弱，我承认自己的懦弱。但是这就是我。我没有说这件事完全是你的错，但是我自己认为在这件事当中，你错得比较多，按照比例的话，我认为你错得有大概70％，我则是30％。有可能你现在非常的恨我，说真的我也不知道要怎么办，顺其自然吧。

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Remember. They love you, you're Serene. They hate you, you're still Serene. Whether they like you or not, life goes on.

thanks banana and kenny. what they say make me realise something. but still i cant walk out of it. Probably the whole class is hating me, but like what banana say if they hate me i am still serene. it cant change anything, probably along these 2 years, i have been making the wrong choices, and choosing the wrong ways. people who i use to talk to had been irritated by me, everything had change. breaking down, cry is what i use to do. saying things that are not suppose to say is my character. people tolerating me rather than i tolerating people, i agree with sayen. maybe what she said about me is right, but still i cant accept it. Maybe i need time. More time to look into the mirror finding my true self. and from there improve. Learning how to mix with people. during that period of time, maybe my "haters" will increase, maybe all my frens will leave me alone, maybe no one will talk to me during msn, but still i hope to find the way to that mirror which will show me my true self.

so sorry i block you, i hope you dun mind. Hate me all you want. i know i am irritating, but sometimes your words somehow hurt me, maybe you wanted me to know the truth, wanted me to wake up. i am trying but i dunno if i can do it. for the remaining time, continue to hate me. maybe by hating me will let me wake up. i dunno. sorry, but i still have to say you are still my best fren after all. dedicated to bom bom.

Serene ♥

"You only live once.
But,
if you do it right,
once is enough..."

Here's a quote going around,

Cinderella walked on broken glass,
Sleeping Beauty let a lifetime pass.
Belle fell in love with a hideous beast,
Jasmine chose a poor man.
And, Ariel spent her life on land.
It's all about the smiles and tears.

Love is all about facing your biggest fears.

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