A fresh start, a new beginning.

Just went to Banana's blog... Reading her latest post.. I was there thinking... while looking at banana picture on her blog... I see her smiling... I saw her smile... But i dunno why maybe is i was on the wrong track... That smile look fake to me ( no offence)... The smiles i saw from lots of people... Are they real or fake... Banana's... Sayen's...Xinya's...Roman's...Kenny's...Meihui's...Sophia's...Kelly's... And a lot lot more... Are they real...? i dunno... I am finding my answer... But i dunno what way i should use to find my answer... i dunno whether will another incident happen between my friends and me like what happen to me and xinya... Seriously i am scared... I dun wish to go to school... School makes me feel so cold... so... i cant describe... I cant find the hapiness... Yes i could but later people will destroy... I want a colourful life in school not a dull one... I can find colourful life from a lot of people...Like Banana Sayen Regin Jiali... But people making my life a dull one isn a lot but they are powerful... Just a word... They can make everything change... Seriously i am lost.... Lost in jungle...? I am lost in people hearts... I suddenly feel that my family my home is where i can find the ultimate warmth and love... i want to give everything up... i want to stop mending stop hurting... everything... and go on with my school life as peacefully as possible... Go school and study then go Ngee Ann study higher chinese... Continue my life till i leave Bedok Green Secondary... I think this will be my wish... My only wish for the next coming year...

Serene ♥

"You only live once.
But,
if you do it right,
once is enough..."

Here's a quote going around,

Cinderella walked on broken glass,
Sleeping Beauty let a lifetime pass.
Belle fell in love with a hideous beast,
Jasmine chose a poor man.
And, Ariel spent her life on land.
It's all about the smiles and tears.

Love is all about facing your biggest fears.

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