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Monday, September 1, 2008
Hii bloggers... today wake up damn early... hai... cause today got e-learning ma... then afterwards... go asknlearn lor... do do do... then all the quiz pass except for the maths... then i told my pa and ma that i fail my maths... then my pa was like... keep blaming me for my maths quiz fail... then he keep talking about things that are like so far away from now... he is so ****ing... i really dun understand why he always only lookat those fail, bad one... but he won't look at those good, pass one... i really dun understand... he say he never take me and compare me with others... but everytime... when a guest come to my house... he will definitely tell the guest about my studies and say what the daughter of who very good... then what my daughter studies so lousy... He everytime never fails to make me lose face in front of people... although i am still a teenager... or should i say a child... i still need some... some "face"... Its like shouting at me in the public making everyone paying attention to only me won't them feel embarass but i do... They will never try to understand what i need... what i want.. Maybe it sounds a bit childish... But really i love barbie dolls... even till now... when its like boring at home... i will still take out those barbie dolls and play... three years ago they promise me to buy two barbie dolls for me... till now... they haven even mention about those barbie dolls... and whenever i take them out my pa will say its very very childish to play those stuff... i really really dun understand him... Its like he ask me to keep my promise to others but how about him... I once break a promise to him... He scolded me... so i replied... i said that you have already broken your promise to me... then why should i keep my promise to you... Then he use thousands of reasons to make his past actions from wrong to right... I know that he loves me a lot... But he never tries to understand how i feel... He hates people asking him or disturbing him when he is eating... then do he think i will love it...>? Its like yesterday morning i was eating my breakfast... He is washing our fans... Cause a lot of dirt ma... so he wash then i eat lor... When i was eating... He keep asking me take this take that... Then when i say i am busy... He say he provide me a living... so i must help him... what the hell hit he talking about... He is like so... so... unreasonable... I can't stand him... Or probably is because i am more fortunate than others... so i dunno that that's a lovely family should be... |
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