A fresh start, a new beginning.

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Well, seems like this is another milestone since the previous one. HAHA

I totally forgotten about this blog until I saw my Gmail address and got reminded. And the last post was dated back in 2015. So it is roughly about 8 years since I visited and wrote something here.

As I was looking through the "ancient posts", I am quite thankful for all the kiddy words and phrases in all the posts, because it makes me reminisce on my secondary school days, which honestly, I do not have much memory about it. Guess age is catching up ya? But blog posts are kinda a good way to retain these memories, with words and pictures. I managed to find some old family photos dated back in 2009, which if I have not posted, I would have never be able to see these photos again.

I did a little revamp on the background of the blog, as well as the headers etc. I was going for the "emo" vibe as I was younger, where we have headers like "unloved.", "the heartbroken" etc. I am totally not feeling these emo feelings anymore, hence changing the theme of the blog, hoping that it gives off a different vibe than before. I didn't want to change the blog URL because it was kinda special to me. "Identified", I believe I got the inspiration from Vanessa Hudgens's album back in 2010s. It was either the album name or one of the tracks named as "Identified". My previous blog URL was "m0ments-to-cherish", which I also kept it because it was the very first URL that I thought of and it sounded quite nice. :)

Enough talking about the past. As for now, I am working as an engineer(coordinator) in a consulting firm. Coming 5th May will mark my third year in the company. Not a bad environment here, pretty nice colleagues and bosses. Pay wise, I would say it is just average. I am not underpaid, neither am i overpaid. I am considering to change job or not, but it will be dependent if I will be getting any promotion next year since it has already been 3 years and all I get is only pay adjustments and bonuses. C, a close friend/uni classmate of mine, has been promoted 3 times in 4 years, so if it is not happening for me next year, I guess it is time for me to say goodbye. The story of Friend C, it will be for next time. HAHA

There are quite a few events happening this year, so I hope I can remember to record all these in this blog as much as I think there is really no one reading now. HAHAHA I am actually a little happy that this blog is public but yet no one is reading, so when I post, it is out in the public but not really in the public? If I am making any sense HAHA but yes, I will try my best to write something for this year, this shall be my 2023 resolution, even though it is almost a quarter past year 2023. HAHAHAHA

Okay, with that being said, see you guys in the next post! :)
Pinky promise, it wouldn't be another year later!

“I no longer force things.
What flows, flows.
What crashes, crashes.
I only have space and energy for the things that are meant for me."

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Hello people. ^^

I think i have reached another milestone. HAHAHA. I posted one year ago in this blog. Well, come to think of it, i have actually tried to shift this blog to a new site and blocked out some of my old posts. Like when i say old, it's really old though. I think my first post was somewhere near February 2008, when i just got into secondary school. And because of that, i got to try going online, on web for the very first time. It has been 7 years, this blog survived for 7 years!!! Even though, there are like resting periods *cough cough* (which each lasted for a year) in between the posts, but i am amazed by the fact that i didnt delete this blog or do anything with it.

I have no idea if anyone is still reading this blog. I didnt really go and take note of the view count or whatsoever on blogger. So heck care, i am just gonna post whatever i want. Maybe this would be a new ranting place for me? HAHA! ^^ Anyways, as i was saying, i think the main reason why i didnt just delete the blog is because, this blog, really contains a lot of memories. There are the sweet ones, the sad ones, the angry ones, the frustrated ones, the lovey dovey one *smirks*~~~ and so much more.... Well, i have to admit, even though i am still young, my memories seems to be getting worse. Not to the extend of losing memory or what, but it's just that the pictures are not as clear as before, details are not remembered, things are not in the places they are supposed to be. Like i mentioned earlier, i started this blog in 2008, however as time passes, technology advances as well. All the smartphones comes into the market, plus i didnt have the chance to buy a newer laptop in the recent years, thus, i have always play and miggle with my smartphone for entertainment. NO TIME FOR BLOG YO. HAHAHAH!~ So, to say it more clearly, i think this blog holds the memories of my secondary school, which i cannot deny, even though it was not a smooth journey for friendships, it was still the best time of my life up till now. The little fights i had with my BFF that time, that little crush i had when i was young, all those immature rants i posted... It was really interesting to read them again now.

So basically, if you read this blog from the start till the last post which is on 1st July 2014, you would basically grasp what happened to me during my secondary school life. It was definitely exciting, up and downs all the way, however it was something that i cherish alot. And this brings back to the point why this blog is still here. :)

Now i am back to posting, i will try my best to post, even when there is no readers. HAHAHA~ i wanted to start a beauty blog, like here, cause i am just too lazy to format another blog. And plus it has been years since i format one, skills got rusty~ ;) But my history would be dug out and exposed~ HAHAHAHAHAH~ Even though i really like those posts, they were really cute, but still, it would be better if it was kept between me and my lappy. ;)

“Nothing is ever really lost to us as long as we remember it.” ― L.M. Montgomery, The Story Girl

So apparently, it has been days since i last posted. Well, if anyone actually realises i like to start my post with the period of how long have i not posted. HAHA, it has become a stagnent way of opening for me. If you guys actually rmember my first post, where i mentioned about him. Was it on the same day or the day after, he requested to follow me on instagram. I find that amazing and at the same time creepy la. Amazing cause well, perhaps that shows that we can still be strangers who say hi to one another. Creepy as in we just mentioned about him and now he is requesting to follow instagram account. It's just fascinating to see how things in life are interlink and connect together.

Today i finally got to go on my first site visit. The first condo i went to was Avalon Condo, somewhere near Anderson Street (if i am not wwrong). That was an absolutely amazing experience, it was a nice condo to be in, environment is clean and lovely. The second one wasn't such a good one as it is a pretty old building, got into a toilet with broken sewage pipe, scary like shit. The experience of my life la. The nice director, Robin drove me there and brought me around. For that i really thank him. It was so nice of him to even offer me lunch, but i rejected if not it's going to be like...

Getting really tired with all the work piled up and stuff, my design of the app is not so yet completed, still have quite a lot to go. Well, at least in my point of view i think i still have a lot to go. And i feel like the burdens are just all on me, getting more and more pissed with them. No idea how would our major project turn out in the end. Let's pray hard.

The truth is you don't know what is going to happen tomorrow. Life is a crazy ride, and nothing is guaranteed. - Eminem

It just seems like I have been posting quite a lot these two weeks. Maybe i just have too much things to rant about. Just this morning, I was pissed by someone. It always seems like there's just someone out there who do not wants me to start my morning right. Things were suppose to be done today, you asked me yesterday night regarding my 3G problem and did not mention a freaking word about due assignment. This morning you send me text, "We all don't have, so now how?" Come on, seriously, you are asking me how, do i have the genie look?

It just seems like the entire project i am the only one that is involved. First PPRC, i took the draft home and in the end, it turn out to be my piece of work. Handled everything from objectives to sypnosis to timeline to milestones, what i ask for the three of you is just to write a scope for me and what i got back was three sentences for scope. Three people to ponder and think and the results are three sentences of scope. I was really mad at that moment, but after i calmed down, i thought, perhaps that's like the essence? Quantity does not equals to quality, so it's alright to give only three sentences cause that's the summary of the important points or meaning we wish to deliver. Then next comes the recent incident, we were asked to produce milestones, in microsoft project form. We need to show it to our LO during our meeting. The previous night, this topic went viral in our WhatsApp chatgroup. In the end, D says she is gonna do it. The next morning, i went to work and started to think that maybe i should help out a lil as the work assign to me on that day wasn't alot cause my colleague knew i was going back to school in the afternoon. So i called her and asked her to either send me a picture of what she have done or email me the softcopy of it if she did it in word. So what i got back, again, shocked the hell out of me.

What i got back in return was, this handdrawn chart with only 4 lines. When i say 4 lines, it is only under the category called "Task Name" and each lines does not consist of more than 10 words. Seriously, what is this. In the end i did it on word and created a table. I did the milestones within 20 minutes, and i got a list of them. Well, although i couldn't be sure are those all considered milestones, but come on. Knowing that you are going to hand in that piece of work but yet you still choose to draw a freaky table and up till 11.45AM what you have in your table are only 4 lines with less than 30 words. (BTW our meeting is at 2.30PM) If you do not want to do it, or you know that you won't put in effort to do then please don't do it.

I am cool with all of them, i think that there are just fun people to be with. But it just sucks when you do work last minute and all the work produced are just low quality of work. And what's worse, becoming so pro when meeting. It just seems that all of them only knows how to talk, and that's their ultimate strength. But when it comes to work, no software, silent, don't know, need pictures, go missing. Like seriously, if you know you are going to do this piece of work, then why in the first place hand the draft to me? and when deadline is up, you start to ask me for pictures. Ya, like that freaky three sentences of scope, passed pictures to all, give ya two days (or isit three) days to think, results? two sentences of scope. While you guys are pondering over that oh-so-difficult scope, i completed objectives and sypnosis. 6 points of sypnosis which adds up to more than 50 words and 3 freaking paragraphs of sypnosis which i started from scratch. There were still a draft of scope (one sentence).

I am starting to get really pissed and disappointed with this group. I really have no idea how are we going to complete our project and get a good grade for this.
Honestly, i really like you guys, I like the way you guys joke around and the laughter that you guys brought to our group. 当然还有你们爽朗的性格. But for group work wise, i really do hope that you guys could understand where i am coming from and also realise that there is not much time left. We cannot continuously do work at the last minute and burn the midnight oil, cause if that continues on, the people that are eventually going to get burnt will be us.

A little more persistence, a little more effort, and what seemed hopeless failure may turn to glorious success. - Elbert Hubbard

This week has been an enjoyable week, Jo isn't around ,she went on a vacation for one week. So it has been kinda of slacking this week? well, only for attendence wise. HAHA. Starting to reach here later and leaving here earlier. I do not know isit just me feeling the stress? Or is there even stress? I tend to work better with Jo around? Maybe because she just have that "aura" surrounding her... HAHAHAHAHHA ^^ The aura that is so terrifying that it puts invisible stress on people. But well, she will be back in the office next week, so welcome her back! :)

Well, like i mentioned earlier, this week was a pretty cool week except for yesterday. Dispatch (urgh i hate them) releases photos of Taeyeon and Baekhyun (Baekyeon couple) and revealed that these two were actually dating. It was said that their relationship started at late Feburary so they have been dating for about four months now. Well, I feel happy for Taeyeon cause she found someone that she loves. I do not hold any grudge for Baekhyun, i think he is really cute and he is just so OMG-ly good-looking during "Overdose" promotion, all his live performances just rocks. I see alot of Baekyeon fanvids going viral on youtube, and this is also one of the HOT pairing among exo-generation pairing. But a pairing become real is just....

Instead of saying i am unhappy, it's more on a worried side. Some exotics are really classic saesang fans, let me rephrase that, exo has quite a number of saesang fans. Seeing those comments on Taeyeon instagram post, seeing those comments that says she is old, it just breaks my heart. What did she do to deserve all those, she just merely found someone that she loves and now their relationship is now exposed and known to the public. She apologized to SONES, saying that we must have feel hurt and disappointed. Actually, Taeyeon you know what. We are not upset at the fact that you are attached and you hid the truth from us. We are just upset and worried about the choice that you made.

Once again, I am totally cool with Baekhyun, i think he is a really cute guy but he is just not for Taeyeon. Well, at least in my eyes, he aren't. After the news were released, taeyeon seems to be the one that everyone targets, all nasty comments are all directed to her. I feel sorry for her. So now, where's Baekhyun? Maybe he is not suitable to come out right now because of his drinking photo leaked yesterday. I understand that, it just that seeing Taeyeon handling all these alone just breaks my heart. She is vulnerable, I know her 8 sisters are by her side, Tiffany is definitely by her side, i know that. So please, let everything stop and get back to where they were. Taeyeon, please be strong. This sentence might seem old, but Taeyeon, as a fan of yours, if you are happy with the people you are with now, then i am satisfied as well. 祝你幸福，SONE;TAEGANGSTER.

We accept the love we think we deserve.

I can pretty much assure that this is a really long time ever since i have posted something, if anyone is still following my blog, well, i thank you for your loyalty.

It just seemed that time flies, it just seemed like yesterday when Xinya received a stalk of rose, seemed like yesterday when i was just texting with him, when i first typed and sent "muacks" to a guy, when i received my first fully hand-drawn birthday card from a guy, when i receive my first hat as a birthday gift... well, even though things are no longer the same and people don't mix around with one another like we used to anymore, but there are still wonderful memories. I was feeling regretful that i shouldn't say such hurtful stuff to him that year, that time.

I met with my friend yesterday and we had quite a talk yesterday about relationships. Well, our topic always relvoves around relationships. ;) We talked and I got reminded of that time. She told me, it was really hurtful, no matter what i have said, i really shouldn't say that. I regretted, but there is nothing for me to do to salvage the situation, plus this happened years ago. What to be blamed would be for my young age that I didnt know how to phrase my words. My ignorance and rashness caused all to happen, I am sorry.

If you reading this post right now, which i think it's impossible, I apologise for the hurtful words that i have said that time. I wish you all the best for your future and i hope one day if we happen to meet on the street, we are still in a relationship where we could wave and say hi. Thank you for everything, Roman.

I'll give you till three to run,
Then my trigger will go off the gun.

A fresh start, a new beginning. Finally after a long period of time, everything that started in this blog has ended. Each of us started a new chapter of our lives. Forget past conflicts and move on. May lady luck be with all of you in whatever things you do. Currently now in Temasek Polytechnic, Year 2. Time flies. Enjoying my current life now, everything is going well. Currently having Aiport Ops and Mgmt, very entertaining. A very short post right now, proceeding on to group work. I love my life. #contented

Just realise that i have not been posting for a whole good month, yup. that should be me, not updating my blog and let it rot. Just changed my blogskin and stuff, i used this skin before and i just change to it again, i just like the simplicity of it. I happen to read the post i posted on dec 9 2010. i actually wrote about my work attachment to Raffles Hotel. but i didn give you guys the ending about how my work attachment ended. it was just very coincidental that all the good things always happen to me at he last few days of work. like the housekeeping one previously too. It was only like the last 2 days then i get to experience their fire drill, get to walk around the hotel, going up and down from first to second floor. Now this time is also the same, in my Raffles Shop attachment, it was also like the last 2 to 3 days then i get to learn how to fill in the GST claim form, to be at the cashier counter, like to help to put the things they buy into paper bags and stuff. The last day i remember, i didn get to stay at the cashier for a very long time cause it was said that the counter only allowed 2 person and only if it was really busy then they allow 3, so being the extra one, i had no choice but to actually "roam" around the shop helping people and stuff. The most memorable experience was that i actually met this unreasonable customer, i don't really know how to handle her that i have to refer her to my supervisor, Michelle. on my last day, Michelle was absent, i was really upset. but i have lilian amber and co. to stay around with me.

I really appreciate Michelle, Amber, Lilian, Mark, Michael, Boon Cheng?*( dunno how spell your name) , Yvoone, Lynn, Joleen, and everyone that help me during my work attachment. I really thank you all of you guys that helped me. I went there with a childish and immature attitude, thank you all of you guys to help to teach me to become someone responsible and someone who is mature enough for her age. I really cherish the chance that my school provide me the chance to work in Raffles Hotel. I am kind of sure that i will never have the chance to actually walk into the restroom, the locker room, the canteen, housekeeping department as their worker again. So thank you all of you guys, i know that you guys will not see this post, but i will still post this post, to express my ultimate graditude towards you guys. THANK YOU!

okay, so we're done with the work attachment, :D olevel year, hard to handle like always, everything to me is hard. :P impossible la! trying to actually handle homework and revisions. Just realise that mid-year nearing, olevels chinese too but i have neither done the revision yet, how fabulous. Can't regret now, cause its too late le. i will try my best to work hard to achieve my goal, i believe i can, ok maybe i can. :P so good luck to all the guys out there reading this post and even if you are not reading this post, everyone who is taking olevels or any exams, good luck all of you, and hope you guys and of course myself will get results with flying colours! :D JIAYOU PPL! WE CAN DO IT! I BELIEVE WE CAN! DEFINITELY!!!!! :)

I’m gonna clear you out of my head. I tear you out of my heart.
'Cause I'm so much better without you. But it’s just another pretty lie.
So how did you get here under my skin? I swore that I'd never let you back in.
here's a quote going around,
Cinderella walked on broken glass, Sleeping Beauty let a lifetime pass.
Belle fell in love with a hideous beast, Jasmine chose a poor man.
Ariel spent her life on land. Its all about the smiles and tears.
Love is about facing your biggest fears, but unfortunately i dont have the courage.

hi guys i am back. i was glancing my blog until i saw this paragraph. i realise that i actually edited it from the original one. AH, so proud. :P now its already april, time flies really really fast, six more months to go and we will be having our olevels. OMG> i am so bloody hell nervous! ANW, congrats to the concert band people. you guys rocks. <3

Using amanda's iPhone I went to surf the net. And that when I realize that have not been posting for quite a while. My quite a while actually meant two months. Ok amanda chasing me for her phone le. Bye guys!

Serene ♥

"You only live once.
But,
if you do it right,
once is enough..."

Here's a quote going around,

Cinderella walked on broken glass,
Sleeping Beauty let a lifetime pass.
Belle fell in love with a hideous beast,
Jasmine chose a poor man.
And, Ariel spent her life on land.
It's all about the smiles and tears.

Love is all about facing your biggest fears.

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